This song is about slavery associated with substance abuse. It is the story of the darkest time in one's life when the pain and agony in the midst of addiction are nearly fatal.
lyrics
Had milk, had honey
Had liquor, had money.
Got mad, got sad
Freaked out, I got bad.
Woke up half dead
Hammers in my head.
No money, no mind
Each night I cried, I lied
Can’t breathe, mind slippin’
Liver keeps flippin’,
Cocaine, more pain
Taste blood------it’s insane.
Cold sweat, hot head
Spiders in my bed.
Chained down, boxed in
It’s real, can’t feel, big deal!!!
Leave me alone now.
I want to be a stone now.
Oh God, I’m dying.
No more crying.
It can’t be mended,
And I won’t pretend it
Wasn’t me
Who caused it all.
My eyes that once showed sadness
Are hollows of madness.
Reflection void of grace,
I spit-----at my face.
I look again and see
A demon-----lookin’ back at me.
Spin ‘round, fall down:
Dead meat, excrete, so sweet!
credits
released July 11, 2018
Written, recorded, and produced by Kenny DesChamp at Melvyn Kay Sound Studio, Peterborough, Ontario, Canada, 2018.
Mastered at Haggarty Sound Studio, Peterborough, ON.
Kenny DesChamp: vocals, guitars, MIDI programming
Mark Davidson: saxophones
Earl Wilfong: electric guitar harmonics and feedback
Barry Haggarty: electric guitar solo at end
Kenny DesChamp is an independent artist who lives and works in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada. He is a graduate of the
Faculty of Music at Queen's University in Kingston where he majored in voice and composition. His interest in 12-tone and other alternative scale structures, as well as aleatoric approaches to composition and songwriting are obvious influences....more
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